Not to depress myself further, but I have become aware of things about myself that I need to improve. I’ve got a bit of an anger problem. I don’t always take criticism well (yes, it particularly irritates me when the criticism isn’t particularly constructive, but I could be more graceful). I need to exercise more and take better care of myself overall. And that’s just the start.
Well, now I need a plan. I can do better, I just have to work at it. I need to make sure that I’ve got the energy I need to get through the day – AND improve myself. Lately, I’ve been lucky to get through the day. So…my eating needs to improve. Ok. That’s a good first step. I also need to get to bed at a better time. I know that my only quiet time of the day is at night, but I simply have to sleep! I’m going to try those two things for a week and see how things go. That might help my anger issues right there – I tend to be rather bear-like when I don’t get enough sleep.