Tomorrow is the first of December. How did that happen, exactly? It seems like just yesterday that I was 9 months pregnant and waiting for the birth of my second child. (She was born in June.) I cannot believe that she is nearly 6 months old already; the time really flies by.
Am I any closer to understanding myself or knowing myself than I was when I started this blog? I don’t know. I’d like to think so, but I haven’t had as much time or energy to devote to this as I would have liked.
I really need to consider my use of time. I can’t exactly say that I’ve been wasting time, and yet, I’m certain that I could really use my time better. I feel like I’m waiting for something still, just waiting rather than going ahead and living my life as it is now. I think I need to consider that some more and find a way to break out of that pattern; I can’t just sit here waiting, watching my children grow up before my eyes, hoping that things improve. I need to take action.