Being Me…

Exploring what that means…

Hanging in there

I’m hanging in here.  I have a call in to the doctor to discuss the results of having my son evaluated.  I know that I need to have his hearing checked.  I don’t know where else we’re going from here; that makes this a bit unnerving.  I’m accustomed to being more in control and my life right now is apparently completely OUT of control.  Scary stuff.

So, now I’m waiting. Waiting for the doctor to call me back.  Waiting for the next meeting about my son.  Waiting, waiting, waiting…

February 5, 2008 Posted by mmiller | Uncategorized | , , , , | No Comments

Tired, tired, tired…

I have really been trying to post more frequently but today was just rough. My dear daughter (7 months - almost 8) decided (apparently) that she’s allergic to sleep - she was up every three hours or so last night. Every time I got to a nice, comfortable deep sleep - there she was. I know this will pass - and relatively quickly too. I know this is the last time I’ll be going through this - but boy am I tired.

I have learned that I have a long way to go in terms of patience and the ability to bear tiredness. I try, but I do seem short on patience when I haven’t been able to get any deep sleep.

February 2, 2008 Posted by mmiller | Children | , , , , | No Comments