Feeling hopeful and productive, kind of
Well, having made the decision to move home, even though we haven’t really started the process that that will involve, has relieved some pressure. I know it is temporary, since it will be stressful to actually move, but at least I have a sense that we are progressing, focusing, trying to make things better. I feel like we will be able to get back on our feet sooner, like there is light at the end of the tunnel. I know this won’t be easy, but at least we are DOING SOMETHING.
I went and had pictures taken today of our youngest - her first and certainly late in coming. It felt so good. And she was on her best behavior and put on quite a charming show for the photographer. I think the pictures are going to be wonderful. I can hardly wait to get them but it will be about a week and a half or so. I’m sorry I put this off; it has been so hard to get motivated lately. I hope that is going to change.
