“I’m just so tired of being me…”
People keep finding this blog by searching for that. I’m just so sorry. It makes me feel so bad. I’m tired of being me some days as well, but you know, the overall outlook is good. Some days I’d really like to run away and join the circus, or move to England, change my name and my appearance….something. But when I really look at things more closely, I love my husband, I love my two children…
I cannot imagine life without either my husband or my children. Sure, there are days I think perhaps I could get more sleep and keep a neater house if only…but you know, my husband is a sweet person (basically), and my children … well, they’re precious. Their sweet little faces light up when I walk in the room. Today, my daughter grinned and held out her arms to me when I returned from an interview. How do you NOT respond to that?
I wish I could encourage the people finding this blog by searching that phrase. Give it some some. Get some sleep. Make sure you are taking care of yourself. Sometimes, given a little time, things don’t look quite so bad. Everything will pass, given a little time - including happy events. Hang in there.
